Feelings in words

Sometimes i think i'm dreaming
sometimes i think this is a nightmare
but i know this is real
this is my life, my time, my way

I watch the people walk
day after day,
they in her ways
but i want to know
i need to know
what is my way
what am i doing here
where should i go?

I see the sky cry so many times
and i see the mirror of this
in my eyes

Let me be who i want to be
let me learn what i want to learn
let me be who i really am
Let me choose where i walk

Just now, i don't know
what am i doing here
but i'm sure,
i'm here for a reason
all is for a reason

I see many times around
and no one there
all the people is so diferent to me
i want to know why

why am i diferent
why the love is not for me
why i destroy everything
why i am alone

I know i'm not perfect
and nobody is
but i swear i try
i fight to be better every day

A storm, one silence and the dark
that is my chemical mix to write all this
when is freezes my body
and the cold is my art